What it is about!

I am creating this blog to help me journal the changes my relationship with my husband. We have been in an open relationship from 2003. We started out in the Swinging Lifestyle and that did not suit me ... so I stopped... and then I was looking for more of a relationship.. Found that in 2010... that person moved in 2012 and I tried dating others but it just did not work out. I started going to a bible study that one of my neighbors was hosting. We became friends and I have started reading a devotional every day and reading in my bible. I started feeling that I did not want an open relationship. I wanted to focus on my husband and my kids. I felt I wasn't showing them how to have a monogamous relationship.. which is how it should be. I used to have a more open thought process on things. But at this point I want to work on my relationship with God and my marriage and my boys. So that is what this blog is about...